NOVEMBER IS MY WORST NIGHTMARE !

heyyy bloggie :(

seriously, I HATE NOVEMBER VERY3 MUCH!!! :'(
ermmmmmmm , WHY? don't ask me why..  huhuhu.. all i wanna say is IMHSM & ILHSDM! (u knw who i mean rite?)..  but this is what i get?? This is UNFAIR.. huhuu.. maybe it is my fault..! so WORLD,BLAME ME FOR THAT!!!! MY FAULT BHA! FASTER BLAME NOW!!!!!! huhuuuhhuhuuhuhuuhu :(((((((((((((

but wat to do rite? life must goes on although it is tough for me to accept the truth dat he leave me forever.. DARN!!! WHY?! AM I TOO BAD FOR U?? :( .. i tot it was supposed to be a JOKE  but then SILLY ME!! huhuhu .. IM SORRY IF MY WORDS OFFENDED U.. but u hurt mine too.. u leave me now..ur such an ego la syg.. :(  huhuuhuhu :'(

and yeahh , now i'm SINGLE for MOTHAFUCKER  out der!! =.='' .. so far, im still not ready for any commitments.. I LEARN MISTAKES FROM MY PASS.. I'M HURT..  If it is I have a chance to be with him once again..but fate determines everything..it's ok, I was pleased with everything that happened to me now.. I hold the words of my friend before this .. she says: "take it easy,girl !  if you have a mate with him, eventhough five continents separated, you stay together as well some day but if you are determined not to be together, nothing can change that fact .. when she says so without knowing my tears began to fall.. very touching you knw! huhu.. i was very disappointed with the decision he has made.. but wat else i can say? i can't force him to accept me back bcoz it was his right to make decisions..  

However, he remains the most beautiful memories in my life ..         
I miss every second I was with him eventhough we're  far apart .. I miss the way he was talking on the phone with me while sang a song , I miss the way he called me "baby", I miss seeing his face through YM, I miss when I chat with him and I miss everything about him! GOD!! where are YOU? I NEED YOU! I WAS NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS..  hopefully he is ok .. he is always ok ! I am just not ok!  huhu .. My friends all asked me to find someone else but for now I really can't do that .. all is not as easy as you think ..  

 conclusion , let it all happen.. pass is pass.. lets move with a new chapter in our life.. 


during the weeks of Advent, what I hope is that we may obtain the blessings from God .. Forgive all the sins we have done .. give guidance in our life as a Christian nation..Dats all :)

P/S ::  PLEASE FORGIVE  ME.. ILYSM ! :(

I WANT THIS ITEMS AS MY CHRISTMAS PRESENTS.. ♥

i wish i can get this items by christmas babeh!! im totally CRAZY with it..coz it's PURPLE! r u kidding? PURPLE is my fav colour ok! huhuu..lets see wat is it.. :)

SONY DSC-T99 PURPLE

SONY VAIO PURPLE

SPM Month :)

heyy my bloggie :)

so long ody i x update my blog..well,im busy with my study bha (SPM WEEKS) .. nway , 3 papers are done..6 remaining~!!! wanna knw what subjects are done?? well , there are BM,BI n HISTORY.. so far so good..the questions are not really tough as i tot b4 except for the HISTORY!! HISTORY ya boh crta,nang ku bodo mun bab2 sejarah tok..haha..expected ku abs paper is around 15th Dec 2010. ya pun mun xda halangan la..coz bru2 tok ada kes bru ku nenga dri org2 t'tentu..huhu.. AFTER THAT , SAY HELLO TO PARTAY!! :)

the bad news i heard from my sources are daknya mdh ngn ku maybe ada paper nok kna ulang balit! DAMN!!!! ku xmaok ulang tauk sik?!! lelah ku dah polah yg t'baek ariya 4 my BM paper..huhu..mun sejarah tek maok ku..OMG~!! hopefully x kna ulang..bok jak ku rsa nyaman 3 paper dh lpas kakya mdh gk maok ulang..ney ku maok!! main cause nya x lain x bkn mesti la coz ADA YG MENIRU!! CILAKAK PUNYA OLANG! GARA2 DAKYA TPAKSA MAOK ULANG! EISSSSSHHHHHH! FUCK OUH! kes tok msh gk dlm siasatan..so,lets pray so that x perlu ulang..AMEN2! :)

today is SATURDAY..so i take this chances to online..hahaha..as usual la..everyday ku mgenja dpn pc bha..cuma tp weekdays ku xpat lmak coz kna srh blajar bha..mun strday and sunday ya boh pdh..nangku jak conquer..hihihi..ermmm, best jak asa jd nembiak FORM 5 ehh..although palak tension ngenang SPM tp tetap juak bez..coz after SPM we'll get the freedom for sure..hehe..

k la..ku mok smbung ngan fb ku gik..hehe.. daa  ♥

heyyyy peeps~!!

ohhh helloo BLOGGY~!!

i mish u soo much..hehe..
nothing much 4 today..just a boring lifestyle here..(as usual la..mcm x beysa..hehe)
hohhohoho..
mls ohh mw type ne blog..sda la ne..smpai cni jak...LAZY MODE!! :)
daaaa~!! 

Home alone.. weeWWWeeee~~~! :)

o'hainaa..it's me again..hehehe :)

guess wat? im alone!! ehehe..so,FREEDOM la reti nya..as usual ku mun xda org d umh tok nang on9 jak keja ku..sdgkan ada org pun ku on9 dek2 gik tym xda org tok..hahaha :D

errrrmmmmmm...2mrrw skul dah...eissshhhhh~!!! malas na nyawa ku bgn awal ehhh...bju skul dh langsai dh no hal but bku blm gk ku arrange..huhu..conclusion, I HATE MONDAY!! FUCK LA~! huhuhu..n of course today xpat on9 smpey jaoh mlm gk coz 2mrrw mok skul..so,brabs la..kahkahkah :PP

oppsssyy~! ma stepmotha smpey dh dri TENOM..gud la nya dh smpey..x juak ku borink d umh x klakar..da juak org k mbak bcerita..hehe..oohhh gawwwwdddd~! hopefully 2mrw xda assembly..mlas bha coz da spotcheck..ckit2 spotcheck..NGEGEHH jak..nyebelin tau~!! :(

hohoho..i can't stop listening to IT'S YOUR LOVE by GIL OFARIM laa..wat a really3 nice song to me..wooaaahhhhhh~! :)

wat else huhh?? i have no idea bha at dis moment..hehee..k la..tok jak la..x larat ku mok type bnyak2..

c u soon~! mmuuuaaaaahhhhh~! :*

SPM Countdown ;)

wooaahhhhhh~! SPM tinggal 15days gk..dah ready ka?? for me,im ready and i can't wait to finish soon~! ohhh pleassseeeee!! lmak da msa tok ehh...angol palak ku ngenang SPM..huuhuu..expected my last paper wud be on the 15th of dec which is GEO P1..mala geo jak last,lejuk dh ku..huhu..but it's ok,kakya dpt la ku enjoy n tdo x bgn2!! haahahhahaha :D

pa plan dh abs skul ohh?? my friends smua dh polh plan..ku jak nok blm pkir pa2..gk lmak bha..1st paper pun blm start gk dah gago2 mok molh plan..haha..ada nok mok keja la,travelling la n tnm anggur..if ku kja pn kan,i think ku xmok la keja d supermarket..myb hotel? banquet? much better rather than supermarket bha..bkn memilih tp errrrmmmmmmmmmm...ntah la..i hv no comment..haha!

most importantly,i'll be back to KUCHING soon~!! can't wait ouhh..next plan myb g BINTULU..ku dgr2 geng bntulu ku da polh reunion aftr SPM..n im not gonna miss dat event..hahaha...mun jak la jd.. :P..i do miss my friends in BINTULU a lot!! huuhhhhh..can't describe bha how i feel.. n my friends in KUCHING too..

k la..stop lok..ya my bro bising2 dh mok on9..lelah nenga nya merengek..annoying jak!! mun da msa gk i'll update my blog..more story to tell..hehe :)

Wat a bored day..again!! huhu

heyy peeps~!

today is SUNDAY..nway , HAPPY SUNDAY ALL~!!
errggghhhhhh..today lyk usual la..borink as always~!
kdk xda life jak mala on9 ary2..until some of my FB frens tegor ku..LMAO! realised juak dakya ku mala on9..yes! ku nang mala on9..untak ngai blajar bha..da juak nok tnya ku soalan famous : "ko x blajr ka?"..FYI , ku dh puas glak blajar mun tym weekdays..so i think mmg ptt juak ku release stress ku with on9 during weekends..hehe :)..

btw,im waitin for my heartbeat to on9 but blm gk ku nangga nya muncul2..ouhhh...mybe nya gk jln ka or watever.. misssshhhh himm sooo much~! n yeah! i love him TOTALLY.. hehehe ;)