CHRISTMAS FEVER :(

hey bloggie :)

ritok ku kakar swak jak dlm blog ku .. mls ku mok mikay ayat english .. lalala .. lmak dah ku x update blog ku ehh .. ritok jak la smpat .. semadi xda plh pa2 tok ..

well , ku bok balit juak dri BONGAWAN,PAPAR marek coz ku attend ceremony kwn mak tiri ku .. haha..  kepak nyawa ku doe !! dah gk x ckup tido !! org bising2 jak dibah nun .. huhu .. p xpa , sal enjoy jak marek bha .. tym g cya ya nang ku asa bagey ku d longhouse jak ehh .. dah gk keta xpat msok dlm .. keta parking diluar kakya mekorg tpaksa jln kaki 200 meter .. bait juak mun jeraya ok pakay mekorg jln.. tok x , tanah licak aih !! lebih2 gk dah lekak ujan petang ya .. nyak ya bulih mat !! nway , da pkara yg melucukan juak sepjg dlm pjlnan .. da la org ya lepar nya tersangkut kat tanah licak ya.. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! oo tedah .. ku hnya mampu ktwa t'bahak2 jak tym ya..mok tolg pun xpat coz ku dah jaoh d dpn nun.. ku nangga nya pun dri jarak jaoh jak ..

malam marek mekorg balit kol 7.30pm .. tym balit ya da gik org mabok koh !! shiraka pnya org mabok !! da ka ptt mok halang jln mekorg ?! mun x ngenang nya mensia tek, lmak dh mekorg langgar !! huhuhu .. dlm keta ya ku tido jak coz lelah nak siang ya puas glak dh .. haha :)

smpey umh trus peng ku !! tp boh isau,ku peng pun smpat juak ku bgn mandik bha .. HAHA .. melekat jak asa bdn x mndik ..

DAMN !! SAKIT PERUT KU MELANDA KEMBALI TYM TOK !!!!!! huhuhuhuhuuuuhuhu :'( ..

Nway , MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE PEOPLE !! GOD BLESS AND HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HNY 2011 :)

TRAGIC DEATH :(

hey bloggie :)

Malaysia is now shocked by the tragic death of a young Chinese man named ALVISS KONG who commit suicide due to relationships problem with his beloved girlfriend.. I was very surprised by the news of his death ..!  Why  that young man willing to sacrifice his life just because of failure in love? It's RIDICULOUS.. I'm speechless.. huhu :(


Although I don't even know who he is, but I still feel sad, disappointed and angry over his death..  He should not be acting out of control with the willing to take a hasty decision .. How could he be so selfish? I thought this is the main purpose ,we live as a human! We challenge difficulties in our life and we enjoy the greatness feel after we have overcome or success in something we have done . And  we should never say no or surrender to our life.

DONT THINK THE ONE YOU LOVED,THINK THE ONES WHO LOVED YOU  is a suitable parable for him tho.. huhu.. We are human ,we sure have feelings...we learn how to love and to be loved.We understand how's his feeling when he faced this kinda problems... but it doesn't mean he should end his life with the wrong way! NEVER THINK OF FAMILY lerr.. :(

CHINESE NEWSPAPER

***** HOWEVER , MAY HIS SOUL REST IN PEACE.. AMEN  :)  *****

ALREADY GONE :)

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone


**** THIS LYRIC IS DEDICATED TO HIM BY THE NAMED OF _ _ _ _ _  ****

** I DO LOVE HIM BUT LETS FATE DETERMINES EVERYTHING **

GREEN WITH ENVY :S

hey bloggie :)

want to know something?! once again the feeling of jealousy began to hit me .. arghhh! Why all this have to happen to me? Is it not enough you hurt me before ? when I try to forget him gradually, he comes back .. but in the form of pictures! DAMN!! he and his new girlfriend! OHMYGOD!! haiyaaaaaaaaaa... Is  he intentionally do that so I get jealous? yes! I was really jealous! Are you HAPPY dude?! :(


Enough with what you've done to me before dude.. Quit playing games with my heart.. I am not a puppet but I am a woman who still has feelings like any other .. huhu.. Please understand my feelings! I'm sure I'll be able to forget him someday.. hopefully!! and I hope I find a man of a thousand-fold better than him .. AMEN!! 


I don't think I will go through a situation like this before I decided to accept him in my life ..  If I knew all this was happening behind the day I definitely would never accept him as my boyfriend! make him part of my life is just a regret for me.. I know who I am .. I know I'm not perfect like the other girls .. I know I'm not perfect in terms of looks .. but please  appreciate me.. sure can right? :)

actually , i accidentally viewed his profile through my bro's account.. hohohoho.. without thinking, I removed him as a friend without permission from my bro.. I DON'T CARE ! hohohohoho.. Sorry bro! I have to do this.. You don't understand my feeling tho.. but it's ok , i don't blame you for that.. :)   

At the same time, I found a picture of a funny breakup letter in my facebook account .. When I read the letter, I laughed out loud alone until others were surprised to see my behavior ..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! The language used is English, but there are a lot of grammar and grammatical errors in that letter, or in other words BROKEN ENGLISH.. hahahaha.. Please read the following letter .. HAHAHA!! Have fun peeps!! :D 

FUNNIEST BREAKUP LETTER :D

♥ SATURDAY NITE LIFE ♥

hey my beloved bloggie :)


I went to CP with my stepmother earlier .. want to know something?? haha!! I saw a handsome boy in CP .. hahaha! he walked with his girlfriend.. OMG~! Is he blind?? his face was exteremely handsome BUT!! his girlfriend is so ugly!! SORRY TO SAY BUT IT'S TRUE WAT..?? hehehe.. My real intention is not to belittle the human creation of God but ermmmmmmm .. :D

an appropriate parable for them is like sky and land .. hahaha ..  but it does not matter, God is always fair to His followers tho.. Normally, the handsome man would get a girlfriend who is not much in appearance, while men who are not handsome, certainly got a beautiful girlfriend and sexy .. but I didn't say everyone ok , just certain people only bha! hehe.. The couple are very compatible when paired with a cartoon characters in BEAUTY & THE BEAST .. hohoho

BELLE & THE BEAST

 after spending over 2 hours in the CP, we went back home .. at the outset, we have decided to drop by at CHIN TUNG RESTAURANT but we had to cancel our intention at the end coz we feel very sleepy and tired! wohohoho.. but now, I still have a chance for online though i feel tired and sleepy..  btw, tomorrow I will go to church .. it is time to ask forgiveness from God ..  so thats mean i need to wake up early lor.. huhu..

SO DATS OL.. MALAS ODY ME MW TYPE2 BHA.. ME MW LAYAN MY CHAT FRIENDS KAT FB LOWK.. hehe.. nway , i'll update u again tomorrow bloggie.. gudnite and mumuahhh~!! :*

♥ MY BESTIES,MY GIRLFRIENDS, MY KABAN ♥

These pictures were taken before the SPM examinations begin .. FYI , they are my besties .. We have been through the sweet and bitter memories together .. we are the face of often scolded by the teachers .. however, they will always be my friends !

 

I LOVE YOU ALL BABES~!!   :)

♥ MY INSPIRATION ♥

BECAUSE OF YOU this memories happened.. U will always be my KENANGAN TERINDAH and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.. I never find a LOVE LIKE THIS before but you HURT my feeling.. Now it's time for me to say GOODBYE MY LOVER coz love just KNOCK ME DOWN and it's ALREADY GONE.. :)

. ♥ KNOCK YOU DOWN . ♥

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/k/keri-hilson-lyrics/knock-you-down-lyrics.html }
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

. ♥ I DON'T CARE . ♥

I still remember that lipstick that
You bought one day, it’s not for me
Who else, would want that colour?
You said it’s for your mother
Do you think that I’m that dumb? Oh oh oh

My friends always me that you’re not that good
In looks and personality but I won’t let it fly
But boy, I loved you so much that I
Pushed away their words
But now I’m not so sure myself, oh oh oh

Watched you step out of the club that night
With your million girls around you
Then you kiss them each, everyone goodnight oh no ~

I don’t care, just do what you want
You know that I’m the girl for you but you pushed me away, so there
What else can you do? You should know that, I really don’t give a damn
Cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don’t care

Do you remember that time when you just walked off
You said hold on hold on I’ll be back
You thought I would never follow
But boy are you that stupid?
I saw you making out with that girl, oh oh oh

I should’ve listened to my friends but it’s not too late
I can turn my back on you, treat you like you treated me
Then you know how it feels, but maybe you won’t care
I can’t believe I thought you loved me, oh oh oh

Said you needed to work that day but I see
You with another girl hand in hand
You swipe your credit card, so many times I can’t count, oh no~

I don’t care, just do what you want
You know that I’m the girl for you but you pushed me away, so there
What else can you do? You should know that, I really don’t give a damn
Cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don’t care

You thought that I’m that kind of girl who couldn’t live without you?
Through day and night, just scream and cry, I’m not that easy, huh boy?
I know that I’m not for you, and you know I’m too good
You try to make me jealous but it’s only opened my eyes

Can’t believe you fooled me a hundred times, you bad boy
But thanks to you, now I’m turning back on love, bad girl
You’ve told me that love is only a simple game
The rule that anyone can really play
Just don’t come running back to me, I’ll turn away from you, goodbye

I don’t care, just do what you want
You know that I’m the girl for you but you pushed me away, so there
What else can you do? You should know that, I really don’t give a damn
Cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy i don't care

FRIDAY THE 12TH :D

BUZZY~!

Today I  have no paper .. So I just stayed at home as usual these days.. I am very tired of living in the house but there is nothing I can do.. What can I do is online all the time .. hahahaha.. so,what is your story? For me, every day is a boring day!! 

I am eagerly awaiting the arrival of 15th december 2010 right now .. I'm sure you know why right? for SPM candidates out there, they should know why .. hehe .. after the 15th Dec I will be free! HUHAAAAAAAAA TIME!! hahahaha .. BOOM BOOM SHAKE SHAKE TILL YOU GET HIGH! OHH YEAHH! moreover, I have planned what I would do after SPM .. I really miss my old friends from Kuching and Bintulu .. I hope after SPM, I had the opportunity to meet with them all .. hopefully! many of my friends are planning to make the reunion, I hope I can join .. doesn't matter, if there is no objection I will definitely attend the reunion .. Don't worry.. hehehe.. for my friends who are in Sabah, I will definitely miss them all too.. What saddens me, when the school session finished , everyone would definitely go with the direction of their lives .. 

Thanks to my besties for creating all the beautiful memories.. But it's ok , we still can communicate with each other via handphone and FACEBOOK tho.. right? hahaha .. Just press your keypads and go find my number from the phonebook.. A few mins later , i will answer your call but DO REMEMBER!!  If you have changed your number , please make sure you tell me who you are otherwise I will not respond or answer any calls from you .. Get it? hehehe.. just as I do, I will inform you all that I've changed my number ..  :)


WOOOOOOOHOOOOOO~!! What else huh?? Errrrrrrrr... Ermmmmmm..
nothing more I want to say .. I have no idea yet .. hehe .. If I have another idea I will update this blog again another day ..  :)
HAVE A BLAST PEEPS! ;)

EXPRESSION OF FEELINGS FROM A GIRL NAMED ELLE'C :)

hello bloggie :)

You know right what happened to me before ? I tell you this before in my previous post .. well , we're OVER ody for sure.. although it is hard for me to accept that  but I hope he is happy with his new girlfriend and his new life without me .. 


 I have gone through a lot in my past experiences and to face the problem alone has taught me to be more mature .. now I'm trying to get back as before and go through my days without thinking of him as there is no point in thinking about someone who will not be ours again .. am i right? eventhough I had lost him but I still have my bestfriends ,  my relatives and my  family as a place to lean .. If he can prove he can live without me, I can do that too!! we can't give up because of love because we still have a long journey.. every sorrow there must be happiness awaits in one day .. what we need to do is be patient in facing challenges that have been determined for our lives ..


I was online yesterday and I was very shocked when knowing he already had another girlfriend.. i was very disappointed and suprised!!!!!  SHIT!  We had just split up in two days ago and yesterday I was shocked by the news that he has a new girlfriend right now??!  it indicates that he cheated on me!! can you think in just two days he can get a new girlfriend?? it appears you are cheating if such a thing happen you know!! hohohoho.. I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST NOVEMBER HONEY!! 

Now I have remove him in my life forever .. all the pictures, videos, messages and even  his number I already removed from my phone! I am satisfied! huhuhu.. keep the memories of him makes me more sad so it is better for me to remove him.. so that i won't think about him again and again.. hehe..  now i think life is more enjoyable if you are solo.. 
we can be friends with anyone we want without the worry .. we can go out with our friends without worrying about anything .. However, when we have a boyfriend means we should always tell them where we want to go .. =.=" 


ok,now lets focus.. huhu..
today nothing exciting has happened .. SPM has been running smoothly .. SC paper is a very simple questions tho.. wohohohoho..hopefully i can getan A+ in that subject.. AMEN :)